»What separates artists from ex-artists is that those who challenge their fears continue; those who don't, quit,» David Bayles.

I am reading the book «Art and Fear» by David Bayles and Ted Orland. It has opened up examination of my self-doubt as an artist that can at times enter the realm of fear.

We all have fear of course and in some cases that fear can protect us from danger. It is best to fear dark alleyways or murky waters. As children we had fears that many times were not reality based (true for adults as well).

Ironically childhood fears could be fun. Happily we listened to scary stories around campfires or ventured into the darkness of a Halloween night.

Halloween in the Delta, 1952, I'm 2nd goblin from the right

Even though receptions can be scary as hell, as an adult and as an artist, my fears rarely enter the realm of terror. For the most part they are fears of rejection and the fear of not meeting expectations of myself and of others. That kind of fear is not protective nor is it fun. It is depressing and stifles creativity.

A few years ago I was afraid that my work was not good enough and I was constantly apologizing for my shortcomings. After having a «little talk with myself» I decided to no longer apologize as I was doing the best I could do at that particular moment. I tried to develop an optimistic outlook with hopes that my paintings would improve with each piece produced. That little talk wiped away many fears and made life and work easier. If artists are doing the best they can do, then they are successful!

Despite the «little talk with myself» fear can still raise its' ugly head. It is important for us to be on constant guard against its' presence and its effects on our work. Every now and then I need a reminder.

My current reminder, the book «Art and Fear» (observations on the perils and rewards of art making) in a mere 118 pages analyzes for artists what may be their roadblocks to success. Even though the book was written by painters, artists in all fields whether it be music, dance, writing, etc., will find the authors' exploration of this subject helpful.

If we let fear rule and don't push forward we receive an automatic rejection, a rejection from «self». Let us challenge our fears and continue, artists and non-artists alike.

Jim Morrison of the Doors once said, «Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom, shrinks and vanishes. You are free.»

Be not afraid of art. Be free.

A reminder; To show support and help artists overcome some «fears», please attend this weekend's unveiling of the Artery 2008 panels, downtown, Saturday night, 5 p.m. Also, visit artists in their environments by attending this week's Artist Studio Tour. Info about the tour can be found at www.eurekaspringsstudiotour.com

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